Saturday, March 05, 2005


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What makes me feel good now? - research project

Now i feel veeery good! Although i have not slept the whole night, i feel just perfect. Listening to my favorite band (LED ZEPPELIN), drinking strawberry tea, sitting in "lotos" in the middle of bed, in front of my laptop, and writing something i am interested in, and i want to do. I am planning a research project, and i am almost done with the plan. It is about bimanual coordination, alternating movements, self-paced rhythm, subjective time, relation between motor and mental activity etc. I would like to compare the resulsts on several tests of patients with different subtypes of schizophrenic symptoms, and of healthy individuals. I am happy, because it is something i've wanted to do for quite a lot of time, and finally i see a chance to do it. :) In my view patients who suffer from schizophrenia are usually very kind, and nice to communicate with. Most of them always have something interesting to tell you; don't bother so much about material things, as most of the people do; are creative; with good-nature etc.

Thursday, March 03, 2005

a wish to celebrate like a Godness

One of the greatest New Year's wishes i got was to celebrate like a Godness (as, according to the people wishing me this, there is a resemblance between the Godness Bendida and me :) ). Today when i woke up, i realized that sometimes i really feel somewhat like a Godness or at least in the way i have imagined in my childhood, the Godnesses and the Princesses feel. ;) When i opened my eyes, the sky and the clouds in front of me were so beautiful, i breath the cold fresh air coming from the open window, and was extremely happy to be under my warm sleeping bag! The music was coming from my CD-player, while i was lieing sleepy and blissfully in my lovely bad. I was looking at the photos and pictures around my room, and thought that i was feeling pretty cosy. Then, when i got up, i drank a cup of fruit juice. For breakfast i had fruids, nuts and cheese...mmm it was delicious. Later on i made a tea with lemons, which i was drinking while sitting on my bed and looking at something on my notebook. I felt wonderful! The music as always, was playing all the time, the window, as always, was open all the time, and i was doing my staff in a relaxed and peaceful manner. As in a film with slow motion, as if emersing deeply into every single second.... Yee.....it is perfect to feel like this. Probably the only thing that i missed pretty much was my "soulmate", but i hope at some time he would come into my life, and share these, and all the other moments with me. Anyway, there is a lot of beauty around us, and i suppose it is a worthwhile goal to try to see it! ...

the music of the last days

2.3.05 - Manowar, Helloween, Enigma, Enigma, Enigma...
1.3.05 - Led Zeppelin, Led Zeppelin, Led Zeppelin, Rammstein, Helloween, Enigma
28.2.05 - Led Zeppelin, Led Zeppelin, Led Zeppelin, Led Zeppelin, Led Zeppelin, - the whole day long, the whole night - they are THE BAND...
27.2.05 - John McLaughlin, Al Di Meola, Paco de Lucia; Jean Luc Ponty

Saturday, February 26, 2005

today's music

Omega,
Big Bad Vodoo Daddy (BBVD),
Rammstein,
Lacrimosa

"If" by Rudyard Kipling

If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too: If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or being hated don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise; If you can dream---and not make dreams your master; If you can think---and not make thoughts your aim, If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster And treat those two impostors just the same:. If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken, And stoop and build'em up with worn-out tools; If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings, And never breathe a word about your loss: If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve your turn long after they are gone, And so hold on when there is nothing in you Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!" If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue, Or walk with Kings---nor lose the common touch, If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you, If all men count with you, but none too much: If you can fill the unforgiving minute With sixty seconds' worth of distance run, Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it, And---which is more---you'll be a Man, my son!

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Monday, February 21, 2005

mmm wonderland :)

Walk through the park, smell a flower, feel the sunbeams, touching your skin, hear the wind blowing, and the song of the birds, look at the clouds, hug a friend, just feel the life, and smile! Isn’t that beautiful? Yes, it is, it surely is!

vanilla orchid (vanilla planifolia) Posted by Hello

interesting neuroscience web sites:

Saturday, February 12, 2005

perfect holidays

Ø Summer
§ A perfect summer holiday would be:
§ To go together with loved one/s to some beach where there is not civilization at all, and has nothing but bathroom, trees, sand, and sea/ocean; to sleep on the beach, listen to the waves, and enjoy the solitude

Ø Winter
§ Being with friends on a mountain, skiing, sleighing, wandering, drinking tee, staying around a fireplace, listening to music, dancing

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Friday, February 11, 2005


starry night Posted by Hello